So heyyy.... Sorry for the wait! My ABC diet is going along ever so well! I have lost almost 10 pounds and i am feeling so happy! I hope that all of you girls are doing AMAZINGLY! I know that you probably are.
Finals are really stressing me out and that is why i haven't been able to update for so long, oh that and because i'm losing so much weight and not all fat at 125 my boyfriend told me he loves me! AH! Ha i haven't told him back, but i think i will soon! Everything is so happy, but also sad.
This weekend is EASTER! Today is actually Good Friday and Sunday is Easter! I am really really excited to go visit my family and to look cuuuuute on Easter Sunday. I am actually Mormon (Not a very good one, but Mormon nonetheless) and so i will attend church on Sunday and i am going to look hot with all my weight loss. I hope that those of you who do believe in God, or the Lord Jesus Christ that you will go to a church on Sunday and show your appreciation what he has done for our mistakes.
Sorry to turn this post into a gospel message, i have just recently become a member of the LDS church and i really believe in the Prophet Thomas Monson who guides and keeps the church on the right path. I know that without our saviour Jesus Christ we would all live painful lives and when we died we would carry all the mistakes and sorrows we made for the rest of eternity.
I hope that you are doing well. PLEASE don't give up your fasts or diets. I know that it gets tough sometimes, but the only thing better than eating is looking and feeling good! And food doesn't offer that to you, it makes you fat. No matter what you believe in I BELIEVE IN YOU. Thank you for all of your support, i know that you guys don't think you do anything for me but anybody who has emailed me or talked to me has made an impact on my life for the better. Thank you so much.
HOPPY EASTER!
xoXO
Friday, April 22, 2011
Friday, April 15, 2011
100 Cals
Today is my 100 cals day for ABC and i really just want to fast! I am so sick of eating food! But i know that if i just fast that my metabolism will go to the dogs and i will just absolutely crash and fail. I wanted to share a book with you that i just got into.. Recommended to me by a buddy, It's called "Wasted." it's an easy read, but is tons of inspiration if you are pro-ana and need the help! I really suggest you go pick up a copy or get it from your library or something.
So i have been super busy writing this paper, and i am tired of it. If any of you want to write a paper for money let me know! Ha ha ha. But really, i am so sick of school and i'm only barely passing my classes. I have this super boyfriend who isn't my boyfriend but we hangout all the time, and act like we're in a relationship. ANYWAYS, he is so stupid: he knows i'm like self conscious about my fat and he will like ALWAYS grab it when we are snuggling and stuff! It ticks me off! Like i always try to move and he'll laugh and then i'll slightly laugh. HE THINKS IT'S FUNNY! But it makes me so self conscious! Ughghhg. Anyways, sorry about that random rant about nothing important, i just get angry over the smallest things. What do you guys have problems with?? When makes you angry! Haa..
So i know this is short, but i don't have much to say.. I really just want you guys to know that i am there for you! And if you need anything that you can always shoot me an email (simplyana123@gmail.com) and i will try my best to get back to you pronto!
I love you guys, and hope that you never give up and know how strong you are even if you feel like you fail. There is no failure in life if you give it your all!
xOOx
So i have been super busy writing this paper, and i am tired of it. If any of you want to write a paper for money let me know! Ha ha ha. But really, i am so sick of school and i'm only barely passing my classes. I have this super boyfriend who isn't my boyfriend but we hangout all the time, and act like we're in a relationship. ANYWAYS, he is so stupid: he knows i'm like self conscious about my fat and he will like ALWAYS grab it when we are snuggling and stuff! It ticks me off! Like i always try to move and he'll laugh and then i'll slightly laugh. HE THINKS IT'S FUNNY! But it makes me so self conscious! Ughghhg. Anyways, sorry about that random rant about nothing important, i just get angry over the smallest things. What do you guys have problems with?? When makes you angry! Haa..
So i know this is short, but i don't have much to say.. I really just want you guys to know that i am there for you! And if you need anything that you can always shoot me an email (simplyana123@gmail.com) and i will try my best to get back to you pronto!
I love you guys, and hope that you never give up and know how strong you are even if you feel like you fail. There is no failure in life if you give it your all!
xOOx
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Help for ALL!
I hope your Tuesdays turned out for the BEST! Today is a new day, and it doesn't matter what happened yesterday, all that matters is that you work hard TODAY!
The reason i wanted to post this was to see if any of you fine people could help a friend of mine. Her email is perfecteli@gamil.com and her name is Eli (pronounced Ellie.) I hope you guys realize how hard it is to keep on track, and to not have good ana buddies makes it even harder, i've recently had SO many emails to answer, and i have finals coming up, so answering on a regular basis is getting tricky for me. ANYWAYS! Please help her! I know you will!
Today is the third day of ABC for me! So i'm eating 300 calories total today! I already spent alot of them though because i had half of a bagel for breakfast... I AM ADDICTED TO BAGELS! Seriously, they are like my weak spot. They taste so good, but i know that it is never worth it! BUT I STILL EAT THEM! HELP! Ha but i should be fine.
Yesterday i went out to LUNCH AND DINNER! My boyfriend really insisted. But luckily my calories yesterday were 500, so for lunch i had some grilled chicken in a salad, with ranch dressing ON THE SIDE-- and i made it look like i ate alot of dressing so that my bf wouldn't be even more suspicious (i've talked to him about being ana, but he thinks i'm over it.) Then for dinner i had a half quasadilla (or however the hell you spell it) on a white tortilla, with a bit of cheese (TERRIBLE FOR YOU), black beans, rice, lettuce, tomatos, and this spicy sauce. And i ate a half of my half quasadilla.. And i got crap from my bf about "only eating a fourth." And i was like back off man i ate alot!! ANYWAYS, then he insisted on making this weird fettucini alfredo homemade dish thing AT LIKE 10 AT NIGHT! I was pissed.. he made me try it but i just picked at it, ate maybe 3 noodles, and make it look like i had destroyed that thing! Ha ha sneaky us...
So you guys can really make things work! Just budget your lifestyle into your diet, and remember that you are strong, and even if you mess up some days (kinda like i did yesterday...kinda) you still have another day to be ten times better! KEEP THAT IN MIND. Anyways, if you need help or support email me at simplyana123@gmail.com I really can help you, or find help for you! GOOD LUCK GALS!
xoxox
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
Second Run
Hey people! So i apologize (like i always do...) for not writing for awhile! I really want to inspire you but i feel like i have nothing left to say! But guess what! So you know how i have been really struggling to get back on track, and I've sorta been eating for the past few weeks?? Well, I'M BACK IN ABC! I am totally going to really work hard this time too! No getting off track, because i wont be at home for vacation while i am running through it! I just decided to start on day two though because then i can keep it matching with the days of the week so that i wont forget what day i am on! So 500 calories today: i woke up late (around 11:30) ate a cup of honey nut cheerios (110 cals) and then went out to lunch on campus with my boyfriend around 2 and had a small salad, with ranch on the side. I cut small pieces of chicken and slightly dipped them into the ranch. All in all, i think it was less than 200 calories (only because the chicken was fried and TOTALLY unhealthy.) But he knows that i used to be anorexic, and so when i'm with him he FORCES me to eat...
I want you guys to do ABC with me! And some of you may not even know what it is, but it was so successful the last run i had! So i can't wait to keep it up! If you just look up "Ana Boot Camp" on google you will find TONS of information about it! If you want to do it with me and me to help you stay on track then let me know! (simplyana123@gmail.com) You guys will love it!
The real reason that i became so dedicated to this diet the second time around is because i have a photoshoot on Saturday. And i really look terrible, i want to shape up just a bit for the day, and then continually get better looking as the days follow! But i realized, without motivation, you will NOT get very far... So find something or some reason that you NEED to lose your fat! Even if you feel like you don't.... IT WILL TOTALLY WORK! I really know that you will succeed so much better! So find a reason and STICK TO IT! BE MOTIVATED!
You guys are amazing, all of the girls that i have talked to have helped me so much, and i really appreciate the help you provide to me! Sorry this post is long, and sorry i never ever update. But i love you all. Even though i don't know really any of you, i know that you guys are a million times better and stronger than me. So KEEP IT UP!
Xoox
I want you guys to do ABC with me! And some of you may not even know what it is, but it was so successful the last run i had! So i can't wait to keep it up! If you just look up "Ana Boot Camp" on google you will find TONS of information about it! If you want to do it with me and me to help you stay on track then let me know! (simplyana123@gmail.com) You guys will love it!
The real reason that i became so dedicated to this diet the second time around is because i have a photoshoot on Saturday. And i really look terrible, i want to shape up just a bit for the day, and then continually get better looking as the days follow! But i realized, without motivation, you will NOT get very far... So find something or some reason that you NEED to lose your fat! Even if you feel like you don't.... IT WILL TOTALLY WORK! I really know that you will succeed so much better! So find a reason and STICK TO IT! BE MOTIVATED!
You guys are amazing, all of the girls that i have talked to have helped me so much, and i really appreciate the help you provide to me! Sorry this post is long, and sorry i never ever update. But i love you all. Even though i don't know really any of you, i know that you guys are a million times better and stronger than me. So KEEP IT UP!
Xoox
Friday, April 8, 2011
IT'S FRIDAY! ....again....
I would like to thank a few of you girls that have contacted me asking for help. I really do enjoy helping others and i love when you guys come to me. I know that i've been really bad with this blog and i want to explain to you why:
I live in Utah and it's like snowing like CRAZZZZY! And my laptop just broke, and as a poor college student i don't want to buy a new one and as a lazy college student i never want to trudge (is that even a word??) through the snow to go and update this blog. So i do apologize. I still love you guys.
I really want you guys to remember that you can make it! I know i say this over and over and OVER AND OVER... but i know that if you let your will-power have more grasp over your life and decrease your want that you TOTALLY get the hang of things. Here are some things you can do that help me sometimes when i really just want to give up for good: (Some are COMPLETELY RIDICULOUS):
If there is nobody around or in your house, YELL at your food, tell if how mad you are at it. I know you will look like a mental patient, and i would love to watch someone else do it, but really, then you can remember that you are "the boss" and you have the choice to do whatever you want and that stupid food isn't really anything to you.
If you just can't stop yourself from eating the food then eat a bit, and then spit it out. NOW LISTEN UP. PUT THE FOOD BACK IN YOUR MOUTH. You will hopefully lose your appetite for eating the rest. Yucky yucky yucky.
Go put on your swimsuit and stand in front of your mirror and do jumping jacks until you shake. Then you will be more exhausted then hungry and you will take a nap.
Chew Gum. It makes your stomach hungry but keeps your mouth occupied.
These are all the tips i can think of off the top of my head, if you guys have any good ones feel free to post them!
And always, You can email me 24/7 at (simplyana123@gmail.com)
LOVE YOU! ...really, i do! You ana's keep me running!
XOxoO
I live in Utah and it's like snowing like CRAZZZZY! And my laptop just broke, and as a poor college student i don't want to buy a new one and as a lazy college student i never want to trudge (is that even a word??) through the snow to go and update this blog. So i do apologize. I still love you guys.
I really want you guys to remember that you can make it! I know i say this over and over and OVER AND OVER... but i know that if you let your will-power have more grasp over your life and decrease your want that you TOTALLY get the hang of things. Here are some things you can do that help me sometimes when i really just want to give up for good: (Some are COMPLETELY RIDICULOUS):
If there is nobody around or in your house, YELL at your food, tell if how mad you are at it. I know you will look like a mental patient, and i would love to watch someone else do it, but really, then you can remember that you are "the boss" and you have the choice to do whatever you want and that stupid food isn't really anything to you.
If you just can't stop yourself from eating the food then eat a bit, and then spit it out. NOW LISTEN UP. PUT THE FOOD BACK IN YOUR MOUTH. You will hopefully lose your appetite for eating the rest. Yucky yucky yucky.
Go put on your swimsuit and stand in front of your mirror and do jumping jacks until you shake. Then you will be more exhausted then hungry and you will take a nap.
Chew Gum. It makes your stomach hungry but keeps your mouth occupied.
These are all the tips i can think of off the top of my head, if you guys have any good ones feel free to post them!
And always, You can email me 24/7 at (simplyana123@gmail.com)
LOVE YOU! ...really, i do! You ana's keep me running!
XOxoO
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